It was her first day of rest in weeks. The first day she had no obligations, no engagements, and the only thing demanding her attention was her one hundred-pound Supermutt, Artos. He was sniffing his way through the yard now, investigating every scent trail that piqued his interest while she smoked the day's first cigarette. The air was cool and damp under a grey sky, a mist lingered from the passing storm. She lived for days like this. For the scent of the trees, and for the rejuvenated curiosity of Artos as he sloshed around the wet grass. A sense of contentment settled around her. She whistled and Artos trotted through the open door, he sat to the side waiting to be dried off—that was his favourite part—while she finished her cigarette just outside of the door.
She stepped inside and reached for the towel draped over the shoe rack by the door, but Artos didn’t hop as he typically would. Instead, he stayed still, his watchful eyes focused on the open door. She looked over her shoulder, fresh rain overfilled the gutters and cascaded over the awning.
“It’s okay, bubba, it’s just the rain.”
She took a playful step in his direction, and he sidestepped, his trained eyes never losing focus. Thinking distant thunder may be to blame, she reached to close the door, but something stopped it before it could latch. Her hands pressed against the resistance and the door burst open, jamming her shoulder and upsetting her balance. A sinister male figure filled the doorway, Artos lunged forward as the man forced his way into the room.
The door bounced off of her and slammed shut, a clap of thunder seeming to answer the call of chaos descending on the house. The unknown man struggled against Artos, his body colliding with shelves as he tried to keep his footing. Adrenaline rushed through her veins and instinct took over, her hands swept over his shoulders and looped around his upper biceps, linking together behind his back. Grip growing tighter, she tucked her head low and leaned back and Artos pounced at the man’s groin. He keeled over and stepped into Artos who swept his leg right out from under him, she never let go. The air escaped his lungs under the weight of her, she spun her legs to the side and braced herself on her knees. One of those knees connected with his face when he turned his face away from Artos, and his body went limp.
When he came to, he found himself bound with zip ties, her sitting in a chair a few feet away—staring at him, Artos at her feet. Overcome with confusion and rage, he began to thrash and yell obscenities, all the things he would do when he got free…if he got free. She sat silently, watching him wriggle, waiting, weighing her options from this moment. While he was unconscious, she emptied his pockets and used his thumb to surpass the lock screen of his phone and banking app. His accounts were negative and his messages sporadic, his social media was full of troll activity and misinformation posts, conspiracy theories, and hate groups. A real winner, in his own mind though, to be sure, and that’s to say nothing of where he finds himself now.
“I’ll gut you, fucking bitch!”
“Now, is that any way to speak to a lady?”
Her contemptuous tone pushed him into another frenzy, and spittle accumulated around the corners of his thin, dry lips. His phone was drowning in a cup of cleaning fluid, and when he noticed the profanities again began to fly. She pressed record on her audio recorder.
Some time passed and storm outside intensified, torrential rainfall poured in thunderous applause. The room filled with men she’d never met, and whom she’d likely never see again. None spoke, simply nodded at the index finger pressed to her lips. Still uncertain of what would come next, they all waited for their mutual acquaintance to arrive. Somewhere around the third hour of his profane ranting, she had decided to call someone whose world was vastly different than her own. Someone whose world she had hoped would never cross over into hers, but she now found cause to enlist their expertise. There existed no doubt in her mind that the recordings of the man’s provocative ranting would be convincing enough to elicit a new veneer to their alliance.
He opened the door and knocked gently on the doorframe; the pad of her finger stopped the recording. The gathering of men spoke quietly amongst themselves while she greeted the man at the door, the man that they all knew. He found a seat and she removed the bound man’s belt and folded it several times, placed it between his teeth, reached for the duct tape. She silenced the ranting with an effecting bit, and sat next to the visitor, but said nothing. Instead, she pressed play on the audio recorder and waited. The room was again void of any sound other than the desperate, vile declarations of a weak man rendered powerless in his pursuit of the illusion of power. It did not take long for the putridness of his existence became clear, and the strong index finger of her visitor brought silence to the room again. After a pause, he spoke directly to her,
“What do you want to do?”
In all the hours since subduing her attacker, she still could not decide what to do with him. Not for lack of options, bit more for what was feasible.
“That depends—what’s possible right now?”
They spoke, at length, about the bound man’s social connections and the likelihood that he would be missed. Her eyes rarely left his bound and gagged body on her living room floor, she watched him struggle to absorb the reality that took form around him.
“I have an old mattress protector, but that does nothing for his blood in the mudroom; this carpet needs replaced…”
Her visitor’s eyes widened slightly in unanticipated surprise. His tongue rolled across his teeth, his hand toyed with his bearded chin,
“Leave all that to me…,” he leaned forward and rested his elbows on his knees, matching her posture, “what do you want to do?”
She turned away from their subject and rested her chin in the crook of her shoulder, unsuccessfully searching for a more eloquent way to say,
“…I want his balls, in a jar.”
He made little effort to restrain his glee, scooching forward with a smile growing across his face,
“Okay—and what do you need?”
Together they made a list and some of the gathering dispersed in intervals to acquire various necessities, including a few bacon cheeseburgers to reward Artos. Every possible angle was considered in graphic detail, every consequence weighed, alibis created, contingency plans outlined. A perfect crime was curated, so to speak, in fantastical detail, right in front of the subject’s eyes and still he chomped and grunted against his bit. Her attention again turned toward him, the established internet troll who spouted inflammatory hate speech for reasons that amounted to sheer entertainment. Since he had regained consciousness, she had not engaged with him once and still he found it appropriate to spew venom in her direction. Even now, she had few words for him. She retrieved her tactical knife from the coffee table and closed the space between them. The knife opened with a flick of her wrist and the room again grew still, and with his face in her hand the troll, too, became still. With skillful finesse she fileted the duct tape from his cheek, shearing his days-old stubble smooth. He swallowed hard but never moved, her guests on an edge far sharper than her blade. Leaving half shaven, she ripped the rest of the duct tape off in one swift motion and stood. The man on the floor writhed in pain, flailing against his restraints, grunting and cursing her once again. She returned to her seat, roll of duct tape and belt in hand. She sat back and toyed with the items in her lap, methodically folding the belt and securing it with the tape.
“When you’re finished moaning, I thought we might have a chat.”
He grew quiet and rolled onto his side to face her,
“About what, whore? Huh? You can spare me the details of your fuckscapades with all your friends, alright—I don’t need hear anymore of gabbin’; I’m callin’ your bluff.”
A smile grew across the visitor’s face, but she expression remained emotionless, her hands still busy with the belt and tape. She allowed her pensive silence to the air, broken only by the sound of tape stretching and tearing. Before he could open his reeking mouth to speak again, she crossed the room with a new bit and secured it in place,
“Now that I won’t be interrupted, we can move forward. A bluff this is not, and you would do well to come to terms with everything you’ve heard about your immediate future. I am not one to play games, and to be quite honest, you’ve made this far too easy a decision to make.”
She shook the old mattress cover out over the open floor and a few of the men helped move him onto the vinyl cover.
“Strip him, leave his wrists and ankles bound. Stand him up.”
Her eyes scanned every part of his naked flesh,
“We’ll have to remove the tattoos.”
A sturdy folding stool was brought around, and he was helped to his knees, his chest pressed against the seat of the stool. Several jailhouse scratch pieces covered his back and shoulders, the classic mix of anti-Semitic, xenophobic symbolism to match the drivel he’d spouted at every opportunity.
“Blow torch.”
From that point forward she spoke with direct, concise commands, and in what felt like minutes he became unrecognizable and unaffiliated. She stopped once he fell unconscious, cleaning and treating his wounds and burns with homemade salves and poultices, waited for him to come to, then repositioned him for the next phase of his disappearance. Somewhere between the searing removal of the fifth tattoo and the disintegration of the third fingerprint, she noticed his resolve dissolve. It wasn’t until the red-hot, two-millimeter rod pierced his orbital socket that his fate truly sunk in, but his defeat was superficial compared to what she had prepared for him.
She sat on the coffee table across from him, he on his knees, she leaned forward and rested her elbows on her thighs. He met her gaze; she watched his blood begin to boil. She nodded at one of the men standing beside him; the man removed his bit.
“Glad to see you’re still hanging in there. How’s my bluff?”
Her guest choked back a laugh, but a renewed loathing rage filled his eyes. She waited for him to speak. Most men in his position would beg mercy and forgiveness, even swear to change their lives, but not him. No, he was bred and born of the toxic waste that poisons society, and he chose to maintain the same constitution. Having spent his life inciting chaos, at thirty-seven he finally found himself in the wrong place, testing the right one. She sat straight and slid her slender fingers into a fresh pair of black nitrile gloves,
“Burning me up don’t change the fact that you’re a whore—don’t change nuthin’.”
He had developed a slur, drool dribbled down his chin. She stood and placed a jug of formaldehyde, syringe, and a specimen jar on the table then slowly paced the room a moment and came to rest with him at her feet.
“Ya know, I keep trying to feel bad for you, to feel some semblance of empathy or sympathy—pity, ”
That familiar sound of tape forcefully separating from itself again filled the room, only, he flinched this time. She wore her smirk proudly. Duct tape gripped his phallic shaft and the back of her gloved hand held it against his mons, her other hand working the tape to secure it against his pelvis. The men on either side of him held him in place, but he didn’t resist much at all until her gloved hand tightened around his testes,
“Now that’s disappointing,” her hand released him, “is there anything about you that isn’t underwhelming? Little balls, little dick, big ego…but still, not the biggest—or the smallest,” he tried to spit in her face, his rancid breath barely reaching her. She grabbed him by the face as she stood, pressing her thumb hard into his jaw, “It appears your mouth is dry,” and she spat between his forcibly parted lips.
The blow torch clicked on behind him, but he was too busy thrashing and cursing her existence to notice. She found it intriguing, the way he hyperfixated on his hatred for her, a hatred he had held long before this moment. He stalked her, attempted to rape her; she’s not likely to have been his first. The embodiment of involuntary celibacy, if the forums and social media groups she found on his phone are to be believed.
Lightning flashed in the windows, punctuating the wind that ripped through the shudders.
“We wouldn’t want your sugar to drop,” she shoved the severed teabag into his gullet and covered his mouth, one hand held him hard at the nape, “swallow.”
He gulped hard; choking and gagging on blood and sac skin, struggling against an empty gut that wretched and heaved, nothing coming up.
“I wanted to keep these,” she held his exposed testicles in front of his face, “hence the jars behind me, but honestly, these dainty things aren’t fit for Artos…”
Artos sniffed the at her offered hand and tasted the blood that dripping from her knuckles, he huffed and walked away.
“I almost expected them to be bigger, worthy of display, given the cojones it takes to be so loudly and proudly…impuissant.”
She popped each titchy testicle into his mouth and pressed her palms across his mouth and nape,
“swallow—that’s a good boy.”
A new set of three men walked into the room, led by her guest. She tapped her fingers across the troll’s cheek and rose to greet the new guests. Slipping her gloves off, she nodded at the new men. These men, whom she would never see again, bowed ever so slightly and offered her a small box encrusted with black opal and onyx. Delicately she accepted the gift box and nodded in appreciation and gratitude, but the man with the box gestured that there was more. Her thumb opened the clasp and she lifted the lid, her hand reflexively cupped her throat. She glanced at the men, entirely in awe of their gesture of gratitude. The box alone was worth a small fortune, and the gifts it concealed were far more sentimental than she could have ever anticipated. It wasn’t until she exhaled that she realized she was holding her breath, she drew in slow, deep breaths as she again bowed to her newest guests and placed the box on the safety of the bookshelf.
She grabbed Artos’ old training collar and secured it around the eunuch’s neck and yanked him to his feet. Were it not for the two men beside him, he might not have stayed upright while she fastened a handwoven leather lead to his new collar. Then she sliced a hole in the center of an old sheet, slipping his head through the middle, securing his new attire at the waist with a leather strap. What remained of the salves and poultices was packed into a small satchel that was the hung around his neck. She led him over to her foreign visitors and bowed respectfully, offering the braided leather to the men. They looked him over, scrutinizing every inch before graciously accepting the exchange. Their heads bowed one last time, and without a single word they turned and led the eunuch out through the mudroom.
The shelves were re-mounted, the carpet replaced, the house deep cleaned like it was going up for sale. Standing in her steam-filled bathroom, she gazed at her exhausted reflection. She hadn’t slept in what felt like days. She dressed and walked through the house to sit with her only remaining guest.
“Why’d you call me?”
Thunder rumbled overhead, and she opened the door to her patio. Standing in the doorway, she lit a cigarette and drew in a long, slow drag,
“I knew you’d come.”
They sat in their pensive silence, listening to the rain. She snuffed out the butt of her cigarette and crossed the room to him,
“Let’s get some rest,” she helped him up and gestured toward the guest room, “sleep well, love.”



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Hello! Can anyone hear me? Hello!

The ground was damp from yesterday’s rain; the sky still overcast like more rain was to come. Her mother sat on the front porch steps, staring at the tree line. A part of her wanted to scream, part of her wanted to sleep — all of her wished Dahlia back.

“You would think there would be tracks, footprints — anything, right?”
The sun settled behind the trees, the cool evening fog hovering like a wall before the brush. She was exhausted. Trying to rationalize the day proved impossible.
“Maybe you should get some rest. We’ve done all we can, for today. Start fresh in the morning,”

He helped her to her feet and ushered her inside. Her mechanical body was feeling heavy under the weight of gravity and buckled as she reached the bed.
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“I don’t understand it, Freddie…where has she gone?”
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He didn’t know. The facts didn’t make sense to him either, but he was used to that. A simple man, with simple dreams — and now one of those dreams was gone. Vanished. Words escaped him, and she didn’t seem to notice.
He gently took the doll from her hands and placed it on the bench at the foot of the bed. “Get some rest, Mona,” tucking her into bed and turning out the light, “we’ll find her.”

Why is she looking at me like that?

He found his wife sitting at the kitchen table. She looked dark and heavy against the cream walls and soft, yellow curtains — Gray against technicolour. The coffee in the pot smelled burned; he dumped it and the cup she had poured, left sit, and started a fresh brew.

“Want some eggs?”

Looking over his should, he could see that she hadn’t heard him. He wasn’t sure she had noticed his presence at all. Eggs fried, coffee fresh — he set it all down in front of her, encouraging her back to reality. “You gotta eat, Mona….”
She glanced down at the eggs, then up at his face; it all seemed so foreign. He watched the confusion contort her face as she looked around the room, seeming not to know where she was. She looked at his face again. He felt like an old photograph beneath her gaze, now, nostalgia brimming around her eyes.
“Mona, I…”
She reached for his face, her fingertips cool and frail against his cheeks. He turned away. His throat felt empty, but he swallowed anyway. The fragility of time and mortality settled over him, and he turned for the door. “I’m gonna go look for her,”
“You won’t find her out there.”

The door clicked softly behind him before the tears rolled down his cheeks, heels clonked the steps as his sleeve wiped them away.

I can hear you—I’m coming, baby…

Smoke danced in the space above the table with every exhale. Freddie still wasn’t back. He could be out all night looking for Dahlia, but he won’t find her. Not out there. Not in the woods. She had warned her so many times to stay away from the wood line. She would say there’s something about the trees, and when the fog comes in, you come home. Dahlia was always such a good girl, but she had a wild spirit — the woods called her. Stories around the town of the witch of the wood only intrigued her; the first haze of evening fog became a star-crossed love. Both reached for the brush of a kiss at dusk, heavy sorrow filling the space between them until dawn.

She swore she understood, promised always to come straight home.

Now, she’s gone, and all that’s left is this doll. Dirty and tatter, still, somehow, pretty. Auburn hair and deep green eyes…the resemblance was striking. Growing up in a town like this, you hear the stories — you don’t usually believe them, but they’re fun for Halloween. The legend of the witch’s kiss was different, at least for her. In the day, it was quiet — normal. Something always happens when the fog rolls in; Mona could never explain it; she was known around town to be a bit of a spook, but she didn’t care. There’s something not right about those trees, nothing and no one could change her mind. Freddie never tried. He always thought there was something special about her, and if she believed there was something evil in the trees, maybe there was.
That’s where he is right now — the woods. Out here searching under every leaf for his baby girl. Mona was still at the table, watching the fog roll in now. He’s not going to believe this, no matter which way you twist this, Mona.

The chill of the damp air and the darkness of night made it impossible to see anything in the thicket, so he headed for home. His heart was heavy in his chest. Every step toward home drained a little more will from his soul, the dense air pressurizing his lungs. I’m sorry I failed you, baby --

She started a fire when the fog rolled in like she always did. The doll seated on the rocker to the left of the hearth, Dahlia’s favourite knitted throw draped over the arm and seat of the chair. Freddie tripped over the threshold on his way in, and the back of the doorknob clanked against the counter. He steadied himself and studied his wife. She had aged twenty years in twenty-four hours. His heart sank out of his chest and seeped through the floorboards, “have you eaten?”

Her gaze shifted from his to the coffee and eggs left untouched on the table. He left his boots, cleared the table, and turned on a light. “Leftovers, then?” She stayed silent, afraid the sound of her own voice would betray her resolve.
The wood in the fireplace popped, Mona watched the spark dance its way up into ash. She tried to eat, if only to appease Freddie, hardly managing to push the food around the plate. Wanting to speak, she reached for her water, but the scratch in her throat turned to a lump, and she could lift the glass. He watched her from across the table, silently begging her, say something, please…say anything at all. Her eyes flicked to the doll.

“She’s in the woods, Mona; I could feel it.”

She wanted to believe him, but she’d seen this before. He hadn’t. Freddie grew up thirty miles west of here, not like her. Mona is fourth generation, and her family were some of the first to settle here. The tales of the witch’s kiss are rooted and measured in moons before that.
Not all the girls who hear the call disappear; not for long, at least. The ones that come back are always different somehow. A shell of the girl that couldn’t resist the whisper. Sometimes they came back fiercer, more graceful — elegant, somehow, in subtle ways overlooked. Some came back withdrawn, almost catatonic in the way they rarely spoke and often drifted. Shared was the loss of the light in their eyes, the loss of an innocence taken for granted. She had an aunt that came back from it. Aunty Mae came back softer, more refined, and wild beneath the suave calm of a silver screen starlet. Mona’s mother avoided leaving her alone with Aunty Mae; she’ll plant rotten ideas in your mind and only get you into trouble, and that was that.
The tip of her thumb caressed the small crack below the doll’s eye, deciding that there would never be right words. The whole town already thinks you’re a kook; why not him too?

“Dahlia is not out there, Freddie, not like you think she is,”

He stared at her for a long time, not entirely sure what to say, trying to be impartial, “so, what of the other girls — the ones that don’t return,” the words tasted sour on his tongue, “what becomes of them?”

There was a beat-up old cedar chest under the window, by the door. It haunted her to see it now, the collection her mother had kept. She didn’t speak as she glided across the room, grabbed the skeleton key from the hideaway, and knelt in front of the chest. She remained silent as she twisted the key, the rusted old lock resisting as the tumblers turned. No words were spoken when the lid stuck to the base, the unfinished wood swollen from decades of humid drafts. It hadn’t been opened since her mother died. The inside of the chest was lined with old delicate fabrics, some hand embroidered patches and mended seams. A dozen dolls stowed away, their beauty subtle against the grime, nestled in a row.
She could feel him standing behind her, wondered if he would have her committed, holding her breath. It would help if you exhaled now… He said nothing. They both stared out the window above the chest, the thin blue light of morning’s first light growing out of the treetops. Soon, the songbirds would wake to sing their morning glee, the sun would rise, and a new day would begin. Mona stood, without facing her husband, and turned to start the coffee. She couldn’t sleep now, not yet — she needed this apathy to last a little longer, evading the thought of waking up to this reality.

“Dahlia makes thirteen.”


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Ever not want to do something, but the whole family is dead-set on doing it anyway? Ever had that whole family done the exact opposite of what you suggest, only to complain that it didn’t go as they had planned? This is one of those stories.
It’s not a story that ends in a smug I told you so. This story…this story doesn’t end in pride or shallow accolade. No, this story ends in tragedy — it ends in devastation. It’s not what I wanted. My objections weren’t justified. I would give anything to have it all back; maybe you would too…
“Come on, gotta hurry if we want to miss traffic!”
Teenage angst beseeched, and I rolled my eyes, “I could miss traffic just fine, if you weren’t making me go to this stupid family reunion… didn’t we just see everybody at Christmas?”
Of course, she tried, she always tried, “They won’t all be around forever — it’ll be fun, if you let it…” and she wasn’t wrong. Ever watch those old cartoons where everyone lives in a mushroom or a tree stump — all the maternal villagers always have button noses and round rumps? That was her. That was my mom.
I shook my head and rolled my eyes again, mumbling some concession under my breath. No point in arguing. This battle wouldn’t be won — not that that would stop me from grumbling and sharing my misery along the way. We piled into the car, my headphones loud enough to drown them out.
Three hours later, I have to pee, and we’ve been at a standstill for two hours, “We have not moved for two hours — can we just, go home?” I knew the answer, so neither of them bothered to respond, “Oh, okay, cool, I’ll just piss myself in the backseat.”
The brilliant idea was Aunt Gwen’s — “why don’t we all just enjoy the sunset on the tram experience, we can grab a late dinner before we all head back…” because the five hours in the car on the way here, three hours visiting every possible attraction, isn’t enough. Of course, my objection went ignored: “oh, look, there’s a package deal!”
“You guys do know that lions hunt at night, right….” it was like I never spoke; they coupled up and chattered about whatever; I wonder how long it took them to notice I was gone from the group. I could leave, of course — nowhere to go, so I wandered and checked locks. Eventually, I climbed up on the roof over the snake exhibit, pulled out a joint, and laid back with my earbuds. As the smoke filled my lungs, I thought about how, in two years, the world would be my oyster.
What the fuck was wrong with me?
Around the corner from the silverback exhibit, a clean-cut man in an attendant uniform stepped out of the control room and walked toward the big cats tram station. The zoo had recently opened this new interactive experience. Small groups stepped into a giant cage on wheels that was driven through the lion exhibit several times throughout the day, with the final run at sunset. No surprise, it was the most exclusive ticket.
I could see them from the roof. Thirty people lined up outside the big cat exhibit — at feeding time — fifteen square acres of big cats territory. Everyone in line was excited about something. There was a bridal shower of twenty-somethings screeching about being a pride, a couple in their seventies subtly flirting, and a couple in the back arguing about something — she looked annoyed, and he looked pissed.
When the gates opened, the guides walked out and gathered everyone into groups. Each guide reviewed relative safety measures, locked them in their cages, and drove into the exhibit.
My family fit into two of those cages.
I wandered around the exhibits until I thought it was time to leave, went and waited by the entrance to the big cats. After a while, I started to wonder if they had gone home, and then something in the wind shifted. My guts swished with an odd sense of vulnerability. The hair on my arms and the back of my neck stood on end; it felt like it does just before a storm, but it was dark, and I couldn’t see much past the security lights. I took my earbuds out and let my ears tune into my surroundings. The breeze was damp, and I could hear a faint rumble under the rustling of trees. I didn’t feel right.
“Hey, kid, you can’t be here,” a sort of chunky security guard buzzing around on a segue, “the zoo closed two hours ago.”
“I’m waiting on my family. They went in on the sunset tram,” of course he cut me off, but with good reason. “That tram should have been back by now, how long you been standing here?” I guessed and said forty-five minutes, and that’s when he called the control room over the little walkie on his shoulder.
A scream pierced through the storm, and the tram rammed through the enclosure’s gate, pinning the guard between the grill and the exhibit sign. There was a large cat in the cab of the tram, her fangs sunk deep into the driver’s temple. The screams grew louder from inside the enclosure, and the contorted cages of screaming people kept three other lionesses preoccupied. I made my way around to the guard station, finding it empty but fortuitously unlocked. I called emergency service and hardly uttered help before my phone died.
This little security hut looks like a decorative art installation outside the booth; from inside, it’s more of an all-access viewing pass for the zoo. I dug through the lockers looking for anything to defend myself. Of course, there were only non-lethal options. Tranquilizer darts, mace — the fuck is this gonna do? On the monitors, I could see the tram cages surrounded by cats, and I could see the security guard’s head bobbling around in delirium. That poor driver was torn in a tug-of-war by three cats, taking the time to appreciate their bounty. I could see one of the girls from the bridal shower sobbing hysterically in the back of her cage, just out of reach. A couple of the others showed some signs of life, but none were ambulatory.
I sat and watched for a while, frozen in panic and fear. What the fuck just happened? I tried to replay the day, replay the moment that a tram full of dead and dying patrons, covered in lions, busted in like the Kool-Aid man — I couldn’t take my eyes off the girl. She was calmer now, somehow, like she had regained some sense of self-preservation. I wondered what she was thinking about; was it the wedding — a bargain with her creator? The cats didn’t seem to care. They chewed on their pieces of a person, tearing off limbs and cleaning the bones.
A young male lion sauntered in and helped himself to a piece of someone. The volume was off, but his face seemed to contort in agony on the screen. He trotted off deeper into the zoo, the alpha female running him off to protect their feast. The door to the security booth slammed open, and three people tripped over each other, pouring through the door. Their abrupt entrance threw me off balance, and I toppled out of my seat—the couple that was arguing and an androgynous beauty that went by the name Jael.
Jael was quiet, in a methodic sort of way. They watched the monitors and eyed the couple, obvious tension between them. The guy, Archer, was a bit of a brute — husky, overbearing — his girlfriend was rattled, catatonic. He handed her a mace, taking one of the handguns for himself, “you freaks coming?” Neither of us answered; Kylie dropped to her knees and let out a guttural scream, every molecule of oxygen leaving her lungs between inhales, “man, whatever,” he yanked the mace from her grip and walked out the door. On the monitor, the lions poised alert.
One by one, the lionesses left to track some curious sound or scent. Jael followed them with the cameras, leaving one monitor on the cages. Over the loudspeaker, I tried to tell the girl to come to the booth. She looked around, shrugging her shoulders at a loss. On one of the other monitors, Archer could be seen jogging toward the silverback exhibit, the young male lion stalking him from close behind. There was no sign of the females. Back at the cages, the girl climbed toward the cage door. The blood made the metal slick, but she could unlock and lift the warped metal frame. She snaked her body through the pile of flesh and steel, hesitating as her torso breached. My eyes darted across the screen, scouring for what she could be seeing — naively hoping it wasn’t what I knew it was.
Only three of the lionesses had ventured off to investigate; one had hung back and made a snack out of the security guard’s head. Her tongue licked the remnants of grey matter from the cranial cavity until her eyes locked on the fresh prey that had just crawled out of the mound of dead flesh.
When she pounced, it was quick and calculated — instinctual—her massive, powerful bite clamping down on the throat of prey that was too easy to catch.
Kylie started screaming again until she ran out of energy and collapsed onto the floor. I sat on the medic cot in the back of the booth. The girl twitched in the lion’s mouth; the lion lapping at the geyser of blood gushing from her throat.
There was soft rustling against the outside of the door, like something rubbing and pushing against it. Jael brought it up on the cameras. Two lions were pacing around the booth, rubbing their bodies against the edges around the door, drawn by Kylie’s screams. I could hear them sniffing under the door, vocalizing to their pride.


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